Sunday, 6 January 2008
trying to complete maths and chem holiday assignment.. but i guess i can't finish them afterall >< I feel so sian having to zham so many things at the same time. Everything is just so unfair for me.. :(
It is just so hard so hard.. i have no idea how am i supposed to make CNY a successful event when there isn't enough time for so many things.. when councillors are tired from all the stupid long o1 programmes, when so many ppl feel that cny is just a waste of time and is so boring and cliche.. and many ppl need to juggle H3, when so many ppl expected so much from me..
I think i could be suffering from fatigue and depression.. 1 month seems alot of time.. to many ppl.. haiz.. so many ppl feel that we can zham everything before the actual event.. i duno.. even MAF has like 1 month + to work.. CNY only has 3 weeks to do the same amount of work.. bt more complicated programme and stalls..
life really sucks.. i really hate anyone who feels that they are so screwed when ppl are undergoing much more worse stuff than them.. now i just feeling like crying everything out.. to think that i should be looking forward to my birthday.. but now i dread it.. because i am afraid that it is more painful to see that we have so lil time left to do all the necessary work..
I will hate everyone who complains about the so many worksessions..
I really do hate o1..
It is just so hard so hard.. i have no idea how am i supposed to make CNY a successful event when there isn't enough time for so many things.. when councillors are tired from all the stupid long o1 programmes, when so many ppl feel that cny is just a waste of time and is so boring and cliche.. and many ppl need to juggle H3, when so many ppl expected so much from me..
I think i could be suffering from fatigue and depression.. 1 month seems alot of time.. to many ppl.. haiz.. so many ppl feel that we can zham everything before the actual event.. i duno.. even MAF has like 1 month + to work.. CNY only has 3 weeks to do the same amount of work.. bt more complicated programme and stalls..
life really sucks.. i really hate anyone who feels that they are so screwed when ppl are undergoing much more worse stuff than them.. now i just feeling like crying everything out.. to think that i should be looking forward to my birthday.. but now i dread it.. because i am afraid that it is more painful to see that we have so lil time left to do all the necessary work..
I will hate everyone who complains about the so many worksessions..
I really do hate o1..
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