Friday, 14 November 2008
This is really ironic. One moment i am happy den the next moment i become sad. Ok, granted that i was upset because i didn't play bball well today again. I freaking missed every shot and I was so pissed at myself for not controlling my mouth and said the f word when i missed the basket again. I should really stop shouting all the vulgarities. I must learn how to discipline myself and control my temper. I hate it when i lose control of my own emotions, thats when all emo things start appearing one by one in my head and i get so freaking depressed for no good reason.
Yup, like today, i feel super inferior playing bball. kept missing shots and my team kept losing, i feel super useless pls. after a while, everyone wanted to play full court, i decided not to continue because i feel so angry with myself.
I am freaking useless. RAH.
Yup, like today, i feel super inferior playing bball. kept missing shots and my team kept losing, i feel super useless pls. after a while, everyone wanted to play full court, i decided not to continue because i feel so angry with myself.
I am freaking useless. RAH.
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