Wednesday, 30 December 2009
I am handicapped now :(
I hate the feeling of injuring myself, especially when it is my leg. My legs are so damn important to me. I need to walk, need to run, need to DANCE. I feel like a loser, can't dance properly, can't do cheerleading and it sucks when it hurts. My luck is negative and yeah, i see how the retribution comes. I only mentioned how much i hated someone and immediately I see the result of backstabbing a friend. So what can I say man? Life sucks? Eden said that it is all about how I deal with shitty cards that are in my hands. But in the first place, why shit cards.
Must thank xuanyu's dad for treating my pig trotter yesterday night when all the sinsehs near my house closed shop. Otherwise, I think I probably can't even go to school to teach dance or even walk properly at home already. Argh, shall see a sinseh tmr. I really hope it is just sprain, I am afraid that its not. So far it is confirmed that theres nothing wrong with the joints coz it doesn't hurt when i point my foot or like rotate my ankle. I can feel like a bulge of muscles that is at the top of my foot though. :( Fk this crap.
Duno what I should expect.
I hate the feeling of injuring myself, especially when it is my leg. My legs are so damn important to me. I need to walk, need to run, need to DANCE. I feel like a loser, can't dance properly, can't do cheerleading and it sucks when it hurts. My luck is negative and yeah, i see how the retribution comes. I only mentioned how much i hated someone and immediately I see the result of backstabbing a friend. So what can I say man? Life sucks? Eden said that it is all about how I deal with shitty cards that are in my hands. But in the first place, why shit cards.
Must thank xuanyu's dad for treating my pig trotter yesterday night when all the sinsehs near my house closed shop. Otherwise, I think I probably can't even go to school to teach dance or even walk properly at home already. Argh, shall see a sinseh tmr. I really hope it is just sprain, I am afraid that its not. So far it is confirmed that theres nothing wrong with the joints coz it doesn't hurt when i point my foot or like rotate my ankle. I can feel like a bulge of muscles that is at the top of my foot though. :( Fk this crap.
Duno what I should expect.
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