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Friday, 15 January 2010

也不知道我在不开心些什么。明明是过去式了，可是我发现其实我还是在乎的。或许是嫉妒心在作祟，也可能是自尊受不了打击吧。我可能一直在压抑自己真正的情绪，直到事情发生在我眼前才知道我也许根本不希望这一切是这个样子的。每次自己想要的，被别人看穿了，就会不由自主地撒谎，否认，要不然就忍着，委屈都望肚子里吞，假装没事，潇洒。

我什么时候才能诚实的面对自己呢？我到底在害怕什么，犹豫什么呢？心情真的差到不想睡觉。。

XOXO, hungry! haha (:
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