Thursday, 17 June 2010
I think there's seriously some problem with me recently. I keep wanting to blog at this time of the day, when I am tired and doing nothing at all.
I like and hate wednesdays. WHY?
Like because...
1. Great workout day (are you kidding me? dance blast and cheerleading right after that...)
2. Lose stubborn fats
3. I don't have to stay at home whole day facing my lappy and doing nothing
Hate because...
1. Super tiring
2. My body aches like hell every time
3. My shoes&guards stink due to the perspiration (dance and cheer shoes thanks)
I shall balance my reasons so that it is a balanced argument, to emphasize that I both like and hate wednesday. YES, I SCORED! :)
Dance today was fun, one of the reasons was because Pat wasn't around so i don't feel so stress learning choreos fast and accurately. I always like dance class because I get exposed to nice english upbeat songs and I feel good when I look good dancing. (though I am not that good yet) Yeahh, tiring but enjoyable. Bt somehow dance blast gives me a very clique-ky feeling, I always feel lonely even though I know quite a few ppl there. Always by myself during water breaks... Okie maybe I can just engage in some conversation with the rest but i can't be bothered to do that so yah, can't blame anyone.
Cheerleading was fun today as well. I was laughing and saying jiayous to people doing the stunts. Well, this performance is alot harder than the previous one coz all the stunts level up-ed. I am always the spotter in the previous routine so I basically do nothing much and just dance properly can already. Now, i am backspotting for most of the stunts, I swear, its damn tiring. But at least no flyer-drop case today. i only didn't catch chewlong once when she flew too front when she did basket toss but lucky the bases got her. I was abit lag in that one.
Well I am almost not flying in all the routine so far (ignore the shoulder sit at the end, thats like the most basic), I really hope that one day, I can be the one flying as well. Jiayou Wei Ting, cut down your weight and you will get there!
Theres another thing that I don't like, which is the way how things are between eng meng and myself. haiz, they make it so awkward for the both of us please, when theres totally nothing at all. I know everyone's joking la but because I have no idea how eng meng is taking it coz i got a feeling that hes avoiding me la. But because he is such a quiet person, theres like no way I know what he is thinking. I just hope that this thing can stop soon coz I really really don't like the feeling that theres someone avoiding me for something that is so stupid. And well, this always happens to me :(( all because of the stupid video.. haizzz.
Okie, I am sad now, kick me in the face please. seriously. I have like zero image, but I kinda caused this to happen so yah, its all me again. I should really kill myself yah.. for being so ****ed up.
Nvm, slping time. Can dreams be true, one day? I hope so, because I have never had a dream come true. Good ones of course.
I like and hate wednesdays. WHY?
Like because...
1. Great workout day (are you kidding me? dance blast and cheerleading right after that...)
2. Lose stubborn fats
3. I don't have to stay at home whole day facing my lappy and doing nothing
Hate because...
1. Super tiring
2. My body aches like hell every time
3. My shoes&guards stink due to the perspiration (dance and cheer shoes thanks)
I shall balance my reasons so that it is a balanced argument, to emphasize that I both like and hate wednesday. YES, I SCORED! :)
Dance today was fun, one of the reasons was because Pat wasn't around so i don't feel so stress learning choreos fast and accurately. I always like dance class because I get exposed to nice english upbeat songs and I feel good when I look good dancing. (though I am not that good yet) Yeahh, tiring but enjoyable. Bt somehow dance blast gives me a very clique-ky feeling, I always feel lonely even though I know quite a few ppl there. Always by myself during water breaks... Okie maybe I can just engage in some conversation with the rest but i can't be bothered to do that so yah, can't blame anyone.
Cheerleading was fun today as well. I was laughing and saying jiayous to people doing the stunts. Well, this performance is alot harder than the previous one coz all the stunts level up-ed. I am always the spotter in the previous routine so I basically do nothing much and just dance properly can already. Now, i am backspotting for most of the stunts, I swear, its damn tiring. But at least no flyer-drop case today. i only didn't catch chewlong once when she flew too front when she did basket toss but lucky the bases got her. I was abit lag in that one.
Well I am almost not flying in all the routine so far (ignore the shoulder sit at the end, thats like the most basic), I really hope that one day, I can be the one flying as well. Jiayou Wei Ting, cut down your weight and you will get there!
Theres another thing that I don't like, which is the way how things are between eng meng and myself. haiz, they make it so awkward for the both of us please, when theres totally nothing at all. I know everyone's joking la but because I have no idea how eng meng is taking it coz i got a feeling that hes avoiding me la. But because he is such a quiet person, theres like no way I know what he is thinking. I just hope that this thing can stop soon coz I really really don't like the feeling that theres someone avoiding me for something that is so stupid. And well, this always happens to me :(( all because of the stupid video.. haizzz.
Okie, I am sad now, kick me in the face please. seriously. I have like zero image, but I kinda caused this to happen so yah, its all me again. I should really kill myself yah.. for being so ****ed up.
Nvm, slping time. Can dreams be true, one day? I hope so, because I have never had a dream come true. Good ones of course.
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