Friday, 13 April 2007
♥ HAIZ. WTH.
It has been many days, i kinda reflected on some of the things that i have done. Maybe i shud really slap myself for backstabbing an acquaintance, slap myself for saying things that i shouldn't have. slap myself for not being myself. I DUN LIKE THIS WEI TING! =(
maybe i should really open up my heart, free up my thoughts and impression about some people. I really should. i feel like a total jerk and an idiot. i think i really should just go and die.
i'm gonna take ballet exam this year. and i suck at it totally. can't even do a double pirourettes and pirourettes from third position. i can't even balance, which is like a basic thing that a ballerina should achieve before doing anything. ms pamela told us to start training ourselves. at least 50 men's push-ups, 50 sit-ups, 50 side sit-ups and 20 leg lifts each day. i have been training for the past 2 days, but i could only do 20 push-ups, 50 sit-ups, 20 side sit-ups on each side and 10 leg lifts. i need to improve!! i dun wish to fail my exam, seriously. i wanna do well and i noe i have the calibre to do so!
anyway, back to my academic prospect. one word. DEAD. all the tests are coming and i haven really prepared for them? i hope i can get my priorities rite and stop giving myself excuses for nt doing my tutorials.
and i seriously hate my thighs. period.
pffff. i am ugly too, RAR!
maybe i should really open up my heart, free up my thoughts and impression about some people. I really should. i feel like a total jerk and an idiot. i think i really should just go and die.
i'm gonna take ballet exam this year. and i suck at it totally. can't even do a double pirourettes and pirourettes from third position. i can't even balance, which is like a basic thing that a ballerina should achieve before doing anything. ms pamela told us to start training ourselves. at least 50 men's push-ups, 50 sit-ups, 50 side sit-ups and 20 leg lifts each day. i have been training for the past 2 days, but i could only do 20 push-ups, 50 sit-ups, 20 side sit-ups on each side and 10 leg lifts. i need to improve!! i dun wish to fail my exam, seriously. i wanna do well and i noe i have the calibre to do so!
anyway, back to my academic prospect. one word. DEAD. all the tests are coming and i haven really prepared for them? i hope i can get my priorities rite and stop giving myself excuses for nt doing my tutorials.
and i seriously hate my thighs. period.
pffff. i am ugly too, RAR!
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