Monday, 2 April 2007
♥ the last bid
haiz. i am worried.
i feel like crying
i duno why.
it seems like its gona end tmr.
everything will end tmr.
for me.
listening to all the emo emo chinese songs. dun really understand why i worked so hard for. i noe i wan to join council, i wan to serve the ppl, serve the school, see the ppl enjoying wadever that we have planned for them. Its the sense of achievement and satisfaction that keeps me going on. it is thru council work that i gain confidence from, gain experience from and also learn how to manage my time and work under stressful environment. COUNCIL is the place that moulded me into who i am today. really. i really dun wan all these to end. i am like trying to catch the straw that is on the verge of snapping off. i am almost dere... waiting and waiting for someone to rescue me.
i noe i dun make sense. i am like totally lost. i duno wad will happen tmr.
and i dun wan to noe what will happen tmr. i am scared. petrified. paranoid
ahh save me! =(
i feel like crying
i duno why.
it seems like its gona end tmr.
everything will end tmr.
for me.
listening to all the emo emo chinese songs. dun really understand why i worked so hard for. i noe i wan to join council, i wan to serve the ppl, serve the school, see the ppl enjoying wadever that we have planned for them. Its the sense of achievement and satisfaction that keeps me going on. it is thru council work that i gain confidence from, gain experience from and also learn how to manage my time and work under stressful environment. COUNCIL is the place that moulded me into who i am today. really. i really dun wan all these to end. i am like trying to catch the straw that is on the verge of snapping off. i am almost dere... waiting and waiting for someone to rescue me.
i noe i dun make sense. i am like totally lost. i duno wad will happen tmr.
and i dun wan to noe what will happen tmr. i am scared. petrified. paranoid
ahh save me! =(
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