Monday, 17 September 2007
♥ ballet exam today
had ballet exam today. it was not too bad at the start. i was pretty sure i did very well. then we were given a break, and after the break, everything starts to screw up.
i kept losing balance when we are supposed to stand on the right foot. i am nt sure if the ankle is still too weak or i did not lift up myself to the max. i lost balance twice. freak it. and developpe, damn it, i lost balance on both sides. RARRRRRR.
centre was horrible. pirourettes are all screwed. i did doubles but could not end properly. endedon is hopeless. all my turnings suck. i had an urge to bang my head into the wall. it was until the unseen work when i started to feel betta. because i owned the rest in it. i managed to learn the steps and carry them out perfectly. The rest forgot steps and that caused a slight problem with the flow of the movement.
ah after tat it was pointwork. freak it, all my head alignments are wrong due to lack of practice! my ankle was injured and i couldn't do those exercises full out last time. DAMN, i actually forget the settings and did super wrong stuff at the warm-up exercise. DAMN, i am screwed at this part.
the centre for point was quite ok besides the pirourettes again. pirourettes just suck. bet i will fail that section. haiz, and my dance studies, i screwed up my sutunun, i screwed up all my sutununs and posse passe. i just suck man... :(
now i am like hoping tat my expression and musicality + my adage can let me scrap for a pass in advance foun exam. i seriously hope that ms sue nicholls can be kind enough to let me pass. PLS! i dun wan to waste my parents' money. haiz, if i fail, i will feel damn bad la. keep ponning ballet classes coz of council.. it was all my fault, i am NOT zai and i still nv work harder, and now if i fail ballet exam it is all my fault. I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK~
anyway, really wanna thank everyone who wished me good luck for my ballet exam! really glad to know you guys! you guys rock my life! thanks for your concern and all, i really really appreciate that!
here are the list of ppl i wanna thank: MISS CLAIRE! :) EVELYN! MEIJUN! YUGUANG! SEAN! SHENGHENG! SHANNON! OLIVIA! CHERYL! YEWCHONG! PHYLLIS! SHUHUI! JINYANG! HUITIAN! BRIAN! CHARMAINE! and everyone who has wished me good luck! i tink without all the encouragement, i wouldn't have that much confidence when i stepped into the examination studio. it was all your encouragement that kept me going despite all the screw-ups! yep, really really big thank you to you all! :)
oh, oso wanna thank lingying for the cute lantern that she gave me! thanks for being so sweet! :) the CNY cloths, they are council property, so if need to use for decor, it is only right for me to lend! so dun worry! :) they are still in good condition! :) i flared up the other day becoz i just found it unforgivable to put all the cloths on the floor, i am rather sensitive to throwing important items onto the ground: i didn't wan CNY to flop.. hmmm uess i am overly-religious le.. hehe.
anyway wad a long entry today. i am really drained out now, and my toes sustain more injuries as usual. should go and rest and do some chem as what i have planned. i finished my part on WR and also do up the coverpage design alr. hopefully i can like add more pictures to my part to make them more visually appealing. i need time for that though, haha i will prob do that when i find mugging too sian..
ok shall end off here. can't wait for promos to end, can't wait for sabbaticals to start! too bad i can't be attending the same sabb as yappie and andrew and MEWII! can't wait for PROM to start, can't wait for OH, can't wait for my ballet concert! can't wait for SCREAM and can't wait to start working on O1 and my DEAR DEAR DEAREST CNY! most importantly, can't wait for more OG outings with OG14! and KHEEXUAN! i haven forgot our date to KBOX! hahahaha.
i kept losing balance when we are supposed to stand on the right foot. i am nt sure if the ankle is still too weak or i did not lift up myself to the max. i lost balance twice. freak it. and developpe, damn it, i lost balance on both sides. RARRRRRR.
centre was horrible. pirourettes are all screwed. i did doubles but could not end properly. endedon is hopeless. all my turnings suck. i had an urge to bang my head into the wall. it was until the unseen work when i started to feel betta. because i owned the rest in it. i managed to learn the steps and carry them out perfectly. The rest forgot steps and that caused a slight problem with the flow of the movement.
ah after tat it was pointwork. freak it, all my head alignments are wrong due to lack of practice! my ankle was injured and i couldn't do those exercises full out last time. DAMN, i actually forget the settings and did super wrong stuff at the warm-up exercise. DAMN, i am screwed at this part.
the centre for point was quite ok besides the pirourettes again. pirourettes just suck. bet i will fail that section. haiz, and my dance studies, i screwed up my sutunun, i screwed up all my sutununs and posse passe. i just suck man... :(
now i am like hoping tat my expression and musicality + my adage can let me scrap for a pass in advance foun exam. i seriously hope that ms sue nicholls can be kind enough to let me pass. PLS! i dun wan to waste my parents' money. haiz, if i fail, i will feel damn bad la. keep ponning ballet classes coz of council.. it was all my fault, i am NOT zai and i still nv work harder, and now if i fail ballet exam it is all my fault. I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK~
anyway, really wanna thank everyone who wished me good luck for my ballet exam! really glad to know you guys! you guys rock my life! thanks for your concern and all, i really really appreciate that!
here are the list of ppl i wanna thank: MISS CLAIRE! :) EVELYN! MEIJUN! YUGUANG! SEAN! SHENGHENG! SHANNON! OLIVIA! CHERYL! YEWCHONG! PHYLLIS! SHUHUI! JINYANG! HUITIAN! BRIAN! CHARMAINE! and everyone who has wished me good luck! i tink without all the encouragement, i wouldn't have that much confidence when i stepped into the examination studio. it was all your encouragement that kept me going despite all the screw-ups! yep, really really big thank you to you all! :)
oh, oso wanna thank lingying for the cute lantern that she gave me! thanks for being so sweet! :) the CNY cloths, they are council property, so if need to use for decor, it is only right for me to lend! so dun worry! :) they are still in good condition! :) i flared up the other day becoz i just found it unforgivable to put all the cloths on the floor, i am rather sensitive to throwing important items onto the ground: i didn't wan CNY to flop.. hmmm uess i am overly-religious le.. hehe.
anyway wad a long entry today. i am really drained out now, and my toes sustain more injuries as usual. should go and rest and do some chem as what i have planned. i finished my part on WR and also do up the coverpage design alr. hopefully i can like add more pictures to my part to make them more visually appealing. i need time for that though, haha i will prob do that when i find mugging too sian..
ok shall end off here. can't wait for promos to end, can't wait for sabbaticals to start! too bad i can't be attending the same sabb as yappie and andrew and MEWII! can't wait for PROM to start, can't wait for OH, can't wait for my ballet concert! can't wait for SCREAM and can't wait to start working on O1 and my DEAR DEAR DEAREST CNY! most importantly, can't wait for more OG outings with OG14! and KHEEXUAN! i haven forgot our date to KBOX! hahahaha.
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