Wednesday, 5 September 2007
♥ headache
congrats on my 100th post on 5sep!
anyway, i should be mugging but still, the mugging mood hasn't got into me yet. i know i am so screwed..
had bio and pw consultation today.. PW is really crazy, there is so so so so much things to edit, i am not even sure if i am on the right track. like my EOM, it seems like i have not done a good piece of work such that i need to re-rite/re-think the whole EOM again. i am getting really stupid, like can't even come up with a good rationale for doing an event that i suggested, can't express myself properly. everything just sucks because my english is lousy. i duno how i can improve my english. i have no time to read.. i speak in english in school but it is really bad and broken english.. haiz.. why am i betta at chinese la..
i really really hate myself for not being able to mug as hard as the rest.. i am too complacent even when i am not doing well academically. if i can't pass promos, i deserve it. as i am saying this, i still dun feel any motivation to start doing work/to change anything. what kinda of shit attitude i have man.
blahhh
anyway, i should be mugging but still, the mugging mood hasn't got into me yet. i know i am so screwed..
had bio and pw consultation today.. PW is really crazy, there is so so so so much things to edit, i am not even sure if i am on the right track. like my EOM, it seems like i have not done a good piece of work such that i need to re-rite/re-think the whole EOM again. i am getting really stupid, like can't even come up with a good rationale for doing an event that i suggested, can't express myself properly. everything just sucks because my english is lousy. i duno how i can improve my english. i have no time to read.. i speak in english in school but it is really bad and broken english.. haiz.. why am i betta at chinese la..
i really really hate myself for not being able to mug as hard as the rest.. i am too complacent even when i am not doing well academically. if i can't pass promos, i deserve it. as i am saying this, i still dun feel any motivation to start doing work/to change anything. what kinda of shit attitude i have man.
blahhh
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