Wednesday, 5 September 2007
♥ imba tired
council is really crazy. as usual. moreover i am in the saigang sub-comm of MAF...
council worksessions had been 8am to around 10pm for me on monday and 11pm on tuesday. had all the trial-runs- lightings, fireball, fountain, citygate, centrepiece.. and all the clearing up. my hands are getting rougher and rougher from all the hoisting and dehoisting. i even had like visible muscles on my arms now. it goes to show how hard i worked eh?
i duno, really exhausted mentally and physically, and quite sick of MAF.. too many informals.. i am just gladful that they dun take away my wed and thurs for MAF. so i guess i will make use of the time to study/do tutorials after seeing so many councillors mugging and chieonging tutorials like crazy. it is just stressful to see how much ppl have mugged and done yet you urself have not done much..
haiz.. hope time passes slowly, give me more time to do more things that i like.. give me more time for academia, give me more time for sleeping too.
from the worksessions, i also realised the need for me to be betta at anger management. i get really pissed easily when things start hindering my way. i shud just transfer all my anger to dancing and playing/shooting basketball, making myself damn tired tat i just collapse on the floor. bt so far, i haven been able to collapse coz i tink i have not tried hard en0ugh to nt be a whiny, irritating person. i still complained to ppl and vent my anger sometimes on dayong and the guys. okie, nvm..
managed to learn artemis dance! (most of it) so yeah, hoorays to myself.
now, i shall go and slp.. craving for pearl milk tea now though.. hmmmmm
council worksessions had been 8am to around 10pm for me on monday and 11pm on tuesday. had all the trial-runs- lightings, fireball, fountain, citygate, centrepiece.. and all the clearing up. my hands are getting rougher and rougher from all the hoisting and dehoisting. i even had like visible muscles on my arms now. it goes to show how hard i worked eh?
i duno, really exhausted mentally and physically, and quite sick of MAF.. too many informals.. i am just gladful that they dun take away my wed and thurs for MAF. so i guess i will make use of the time to study/do tutorials after seeing so many councillors mugging and chieonging tutorials like crazy. it is just stressful to see how much ppl have mugged and done yet you urself have not done much..
haiz.. hope time passes slowly, give me more time to do more things that i like.. give me more time for academia, give me more time for sleeping too.
from the worksessions, i also realised the need for me to be betta at anger management. i get really pissed easily when things start hindering my way. i shud just transfer all my anger to dancing and playing/shooting basketball, making myself damn tired tat i just collapse on the floor. bt so far, i haven been able to collapse coz i tink i have not tried hard en0ugh to nt be a whiny, irritating person. i still complained to ppl and vent my anger sometimes on dayong and the guys. okie, nvm..
managed to learn artemis dance! (most of it) so yeah, hoorays to myself.
now, i shall go and slp.. craving for pearl milk tea now though.. hmmmmm
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