Monday, 8 October 2007
♥ emo
council system sucks.
PERIOD. i have no more comments on tat and no one can change my mind abt this.
ok now tok abt my own stuff...
just chatted with jiinshiuan, and we toked abt frenship..
RAR. i really wondered if i am really close to any of my frens or not.
close as in not physically, but also "mentally"? i duno wad vocab to use. something like u noe what wud ur fren be thinking after something has happened, and whether u noe wad to do when my fren is in trouble.
ahhh.. there are people whom i tink i am rather close with, but well, the other party may feel that u are just a normal fren, not close enough to share their problems with, not close enough for you to know them deeper. .
all the frenship stuff that i experienced so far, well i could like rmb 2-3 incidents that happened in pri and sec school. like pri school, i rmbered that i was being hated by a large group of my frens in pri 6 because of one bloody performance. dun really wanna describe. something like i wud rather dance than to act. the other time was that my 3 best frens treated me coldly because i became closer to another clique. The most memorable one was in sec 2 i guess.. i was really upset for weeks. well, it is kinda over now, or in fact, it is over on that day when my fren started ignoring me..
in jc, i am starting to feel like an odd-ball when hanging around with my female frens coz of different personality. i am a typical tomboy i guess. the only thing that makes me slightly feminine wud be dancing? NVM. i would never forget a statement which someone(s) made " eh weiting, stop whining, it is disgusting ". haha. wad an image i created of myself eh?
i have been thinking abt dance stuff recently too, after the hip-hop sabbaticals. like am i really a good dancer? when i compare myself with sharon and jiayi, i dun tink i am. like when 3 of us dance together, ppl wud look at them than look at me. my style: too much force and no control of movement. actually i dun have a style of my own. i mimic others. as for sharon, i tink she has her own style and she looks really good when she dances. like really good. jiayi too. i realise that both of them have the ability to change the steps to suit their own styles. ahh nvm.
i just suck at everything.
PERIOD. i have no more comments on tat and no one can change my mind abt this.
ok now tok abt my own stuff...
just chatted with jiinshiuan, and we toked abt frenship..
RAR. i really wondered if i am really close to any of my frens or not.
close as in not physically, but also "mentally"? i duno wad vocab to use. something like u noe what wud ur fren be thinking after something has happened, and whether u noe wad to do when my fren is in trouble.
ahhh.. there are people whom i tink i am rather close with, but well, the other party may feel that u are just a normal fren, not close enough to share their problems with, not close enough for you to know them deeper. .
all the frenship stuff that i experienced so far, well i could like rmb 2-3 incidents that happened in pri and sec school. like pri school, i rmbered that i was being hated by a large group of my frens in pri 6 because of one bloody performance. dun really wanna describe. something like i wud rather dance than to act. the other time was that my 3 best frens treated me coldly because i became closer to another clique. The most memorable one was in sec 2 i guess.. i was really upset for weeks. well, it is kinda over now, or in fact, it is over on that day when my fren started ignoring me..
in jc, i am starting to feel like an odd-ball when hanging around with my female frens coz of different personality. i am a typical tomboy i guess. the only thing that makes me slightly feminine wud be dancing? NVM. i would never forget a statement which someone(s) made " eh weiting, stop whining, it is disgusting ". haha. wad an image i created of myself eh?
i have been thinking abt dance stuff recently too, after the hip-hop sabbaticals. like am i really a good dancer? when i compare myself with sharon and jiayi, i dun tink i am. like when 3 of us dance together, ppl wud look at them than look at me. my style: too much force and no control of movement. actually i dun have a style of my own. i mimic others. as for sharon, i tink she has her own style and she looks really good when she dances. like really good. jiayi too. i realise that both of them have the ability to change the steps to suit their own styles. ahh nvm.
i just suck at everything.
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