Sunday, 9 March 2008
♥ shit shit emo
I AM EMO AGAIN. LIKE EMOOOO. :(
haiz i really wonder what the others do to deserve such treatment from me. to feel hopeful and den the hopes got slashed (yes literally slashed) by me because of my inability to be sensitive and focus. The feeling of treating someone as best friend yet get something lesser in return sucks. i am very very sry for that okie.. (to whom may it concern)
I have been really selfish in giving, esp to relationships that comes to me. I usually put more efforts into relationships that i wan to maintain. who doesn't. life just works this way so at many times, many ppl are hurt all the same. and of coz, i was once a victim and mastermind in this kinda unfair treatment relationship.
haiz. i shud focus on my studies perhaps and ignore all the things that have been happening. I am too overwhelmed emotionally recently and i dun wanna care anymore.
just noe that i suck at relationships.
haiz i really wonder what the others do to deserve such treatment from me. to feel hopeful and den the hopes got slashed (yes literally slashed) by me because of my inability to be sensitive and focus. The feeling of treating someone as best friend yet get something lesser in return sucks. i am very very sry for that okie.. (to whom may it concern)
I have been really selfish in giving, esp to relationships that comes to me. I usually put more efforts into relationships that i wan to maintain. who doesn't. life just works this way so at many times, many ppl are hurt all the same. and of coz, i was once a victim and mastermind in this kinda unfair treatment relationship.
haiz. i shud focus on my studies perhaps and ignore all the things that have been happening. I am too overwhelmed emotionally recently and i dun wanna care anymore.
just noe that i suck at relationships.
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