Monday, 3 March 2008
♥ stupid day
i feel very upset today becoz of several reasons.. haiz teared in council room just now coz i really couldn't take it anymore.. :( sometimes i really wonder what friends are for and who are my friends who really care..
Maybe i shouldn't dwell so much on the things that have happened to me or some of the thoughts that were making my head swell during the whole econs tutorial today.. coz everything just makes me feel that life sucks and that i am so insignificant/unimportant to people whom i wan them to notice and help me.
All i can do is to blame myself for not being pro-active enough i guess, and for expecting too much and leading to so much disappointment and unhappiness within me. I am coming to see why am never exactly close to anyone in my whole life and why i suck in relationships.
It is just one whole day of confused feelings that i have experienced
On a lighter note, happy bdae evelyn :)
Maybe i shouldn't dwell so much on the things that have happened to me or some of the thoughts that were making my head swell during the whole econs tutorial today.. coz everything just makes me feel that life sucks and that i am so insignificant/unimportant to people whom i wan them to notice and help me.
All i can do is to blame myself for not being pro-active enough i guess, and for expecting too much and leading to so much disappointment and unhappiness within me. I am coming to see why am never exactly close to anyone in my whole life and why i suck in relationships.
It is just one whole day of confused feelings that i have experienced
On a lighter note, happy bdae evelyn :)
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