Saturday, 8 March 2008
♥ wo hen shang xin ah :(
Expose today! it was a rather happy event lah, seeing 34th's efforts, blood, sweat and dedication to all our working events. Followed by song dance cheer. yijing is not around so i kinda took over her role as dance ic as well, which is yet another experience which seems not too appropriate at this kinda council exposure to students. i hate it, but no choice. but nvm, its over, i am just glad that i managed to help qinsheng. ehh but i pangseh him during ares fac dance coz i feel bad pangseh-ing jinyang for all the council dances >< ARGH. anyway, yay nice job everyone! meijiao, go go go! :D
anyway going back to my purpose for blogging this entry. slpt for 7 hours after i reached home. was thinking about alot alot alot of things. dreamt of people and incidents which i was upset with in school. somehow seeing how things are going makes me cry within me but there is no one i can talk to about this, maybe except jinyang but i didn't want to trouble him, or maybe he has forgetten all about it but nvm. Kang was right afterall, that i should focus on my studies to forget about all the things that are making me so depressed. sleeping does reduce my emo-ness and i am glad i slpt even though i wasted alot of time which i can use to study for blocks. Its really not easy to just let go coz afterall, it is not easy to forget. but time should heal everything bah :)
okie, shall end off here. byee
anyway going back to my purpose for blogging this entry. slpt for 7 hours after i reached home. was thinking about alot alot alot of things. dreamt of people and incidents which i was upset with in school. somehow seeing how things are going makes me cry within me but there is no one i can talk to about this, maybe except jinyang but i didn't want to trouble him, or maybe he has forgetten all about it but nvm. Kang was right afterall, that i should focus on my studies to forget about all the things that are making me so depressed. sleeping does reduce my emo-ness and i am glad i slpt even though i wasted alot of time which i can use to study for blocks. Its really not easy to just let go coz afterall, it is not easy to forget. but time should heal everything bah :)
okie, shall end off here. byee
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