Saturday, 26 April 2008
♥ emotional
ayeee.. wasn't feeling too good for the past 1 week.
I freaking hate myself for being so temperate and un-enthusiastic for many things.. this week is packed with MAD practices, homework, cheering session/preparations and my driving lessons.. haiz actually i tink i was too impatient about learning driving this year. i have so much things to complete and to think about.. i mean whats the point of getting the license so soon? its not like i can't learn driving next year.. yahh >< haiz but okie i have alr decided that i wan to get my license this year so i should just zham and chieong and get over it.
elections today.. damn tiring. feeling shitty and emo during the whole election thing.. i was just thinking abt a few ppl.. about how much i love/hate them. i realised that i can be really hypocritical at times.. like i noe i really hate you but i can't seem to say it into that person's face/display my dislike for him/her. maybe i just dun wan to see him/her upset or something? or maybe i am just thinking too much.. he/she may not even be bothered.
I am really a coward at telling people what i truly feel about them. coz whatever i say, they will all sound wrong/bad. haiz.. if only i am less affected by what others feel about me.. maybe i can become a more honest person as a whole. i am not saying that i have been lying through my teeth all the time but its just that i always try to be more tactful when i give feedback? yah.
recently.. i am getting crazy over PM. haiz. he is so so so so so freaking charming and good looking! gahhh. i tink he can make all lesbians turn straight man. and maybe make guys go gay. he is damn powerful, but he doesn't seem to know it. yah..
alright byee!
I freaking hate myself for being so temperate and un-enthusiastic for many things.. this week is packed with MAD practices, homework, cheering session/preparations and my driving lessons.. haiz actually i tink i was too impatient about learning driving this year. i have so much things to complete and to think about.. i mean whats the point of getting the license so soon? its not like i can't learn driving next year.. yahh >< haiz but okie i have alr decided that i wan to get my license this year so i should just zham and chieong and get over it.
elections today.. damn tiring. feeling shitty and emo during the whole election thing.. i was just thinking abt a few ppl.. about how much i love/hate them. i realised that i can be really hypocritical at times.. like i noe i really hate you but i can't seem to say it into that person's face/display my dislike for him/her. maybe i just dun wan to see him/her upset or something? or maybe i am just thinking too much.. he/she may not even be bothered.
I am really a coward at telling people what i truly feel about them. coz whatever i say, they will all sound wrong/bad. haiz.. if only i am less affected by what others feel about me.. maybe i can become a more honest person as a whole. i am not saying that i have been lying through my teeth all the time but its just that i always try to be more tactful when i give feedback? yah.
recently.. i am getting crazy over PM. haiz. he is so so so so so freaking charming and good looking! gahhh. i tink he can make all lesbians turn straight man. and maybe make guys go gay. he is damn powerful, but he doesn't seem to know it. yah..
alright byee!
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