Tuesday, 15 April 2008
♥ one long day
i love mr ng say tiong! <3333333
it's a really long day today.. feeling pissed and tired and emo and high at different parts of the day.. ayee what to say, i have been damn weird recently, like i can't seem to control my temper.. i just swear when i feel like swearing, i scold anyone that i bu shuang at the moment, i talk about horny stuff, i am getting less self-conscious.. yah. i am like totally turning lian.. somehow i keep gibberishing. talk to myself and think abt weird stuff.. crap, what is wrong with me :(
i duno, i really feel like taking a long break.. i feel very exhausted, very mentally-taxed.. maybe falling sick now is good.. at least i have the choice of whether i wan to go to school or to rest at home and catch up with my own work..
i realise i haven been talking to many of my frens recently.. have only been hanging around with my classmates :( haiz this is so bad.. council seems to be falling apart.. i dun feel so close to council somehow.. esp the councillors :(:( i really missed the old days, where we sit down in council room and talk cock, rush to morning briefings, see all the people who have been though the hard times with you, see everyone working towards a common goal.. i really do love 34th! <33 haiz.. well, somehow good things dun last rite..? yupp, my council fren was infront of me today, for like twice.. and all we did was "Hi" & *smiles*.. how saddening.. but okie, what more can i expect rite.. he just feels like a sudden stranger.. when 1 year ago, we were rather good frens..
alright, enough abt sad stuff..
MR NG SAY TIONG RAWKZ. I STILL LOVE 34th and MY FELLOW COUNCILLORS!
it's a really long day today.. feeling pissed and tired and emo and high at different parts of the day.. ayee what to say, i have been damn weird recently, like i can't seem to control my temper.. i just swear when i feel like swearing, i scold anyone that i bu shuang at the moment, i talk about horny stuff, i am getting less self-conscious.. yah. i am like totally turning lian.. somehow i keep gibberishing. talk to myself and think abt weird stuff.. crap, what is wrong with me :(
i duno, i really feel like taking a long break.. i feel very exhausted, very mentally-taxed.. maybe falling sick now is good.. at least i have the choice of whether i wan to go to school or to rest at home and catch up with my own work..
i realise i haven been talking to many of my frens recently.. have only been hanging around with my classmates :( haiz this is so bad.. council seems to be falling apart.. i dun feel so close to council somehow.. esp the councillors :(:( i really missed the old days, where we sit down in council room and talk cock, rush to morning briefings, see all the people who have been though the hard times with you, see everyone working towards a common goal.. i really do love 34th! <33 haiz.. well, somehow good things dun last rite..? yupp, my council fren was infront of me today, for like twice.. and all we did was "Hi" & *smiles*.. how saddening.. but okie, what more can i expect rite.. he just feels like a sudden stranger.. when 1 year ago, we were rather good frens..
alright, enough abt sad stuff..
MR NG SAY TIONG RAWKZ. I STILL LOVE 34th and MY FELLOW COUNCILLORS!
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