Tuesday, 29 April 2008
♥ PASSING DOWN! :D
oh yeah!! JIAWEI is taking over me to organise 2009 CNY celebration!! :D:D haha thank god that he performed well during QnA. if not, i would have killed him for making me disappointed la. heh.
MAD practices were rather fierce recently, making me damn tired to do any work. ayee.. haven been feeling very energetic recently.. i have so many things in mind that i am getting more and more frustrated and impatient every other day. I kinda became a procrastinating freak. GAHH can't stand myself.. i totally just didn't bother to care about the feelings of my friends and council mates, especially for Jared. haiz.. i duno why now everytime i see him, i just feel like scolding him.. :(
today's CHIC audition/talk was rather sian and demoralizing. no one wants to be CHIC. hahaha. :( i am kinda pinning my hopes on li xiang, because so far, he is the only one who dun mind cheering and has a passion for it. yay, thank you so so so much. hope you give it a consideration okie? I know it is really hypocritical and ironic of me to go around persuading others to put CHIC as one of their choices when in the first place, i myself don't really like the job and have time and again complained about how stupid the role of CHIC is. I know its not right for me to say all these but its true that it is TOUGH to be a CHIC, especially when i have no experience when i first started out and i have been very hum ji to go rah rah the crowd and try to get ppl to cheer. Councillors have been telling me that both JS and myself are the best candidates for CHIC and no one else in 34th can do this job as good as what we can. but i seriously think it is bullshit. i agree js is a good chic.. but definitely not me. i duno why i keep harping on the CHIC issue recently.. but i am really really sick and tired of everything already. I really hope that everyone can really understand how drained and exhausted i am and that i really really dun want to do anything related to cheering anymore. I HAD ENOUGH, I HAD MORE THAN ENOUGH of this rubbish. I dun give a damn about any cheering thing anymore.
So jared, i dun care whether you hate me, you dislike me, you think i got attitude problem or watsoever.. WO ZHEN DE BEI NI HAI CAN LE! i really really think that i will never forgive you for putting me through all these shit.
everyone may think that i am making a mountain out of a mole (or izit molehill ><), or maybe wondering why the hell am i so angry over this small thing.. if you think that i got angry coz i cannot control my temper.. then u dun really understand what the heck i have gone through and u can shut the f up and stop pretending that you noe everything.
MAD practices were rather fierce recently, making me damn tired to do any work. ayee.. haven been feeling very energetic recently.. i have so many things in mind that i am getting more and more frustrated and impatient every other day. I kinda became a procrastinating freak. GAHH can't stand myself.. i totally just didn't bother to care about the feelings of my friends and council mates, especially for Jared. haiz.. i duno why now everytime i see him, i just feel like scolding him.. :(
today's CHIC audition/talk was rather sian and demoralizing. no one wants to be CHIC. hahaha. :( i am kinda pinning my hopes on li xiang, because so far, he is the only one who dun mind cheering and has a passion for it. yay, thank you so so so much. hope you give it a consideration okie? I know it is really hypocritical and ironic of me to go around persuading others to put CHIC as one of their choices when in the first place, i myself don't really like the job and have time and again complained about how stupid the role of CHIC is. I know its not right for me to say all these but its true that it is TOUGH to be a CHIC, especially when i have no experience when i first started out and i have been very hum ji to go rah rah the crowd and try to get ppl to cheer. Councillors have been telling me that both JS and myself are the best candidates for CHIC and no one else in 34th can do this job as good as what we can. but i seriously think it is bullshit. i agree js is a good chic.. but definitely not me. i duno why i keep harping on the CHIC issue recently.. but i am really really sick and tired of everything already. I really hope that everyone can really understand how drained and exhausted i am and that i really really dun want to do anything related to cheering anymore. I HAD ENOUGH, I HAD MORE THAN ENOUGH of this rubbish. I dun give a damn about any cheering thing anymore.
So jared, i dun care whether you hate me, you dislike me, you think i got attitude problem or watsoever.. WO ZHEN DE BEI NI HAI CAN LE! i really really think that i will never forgive you for putting me through all these shit.
everyone may think that i am making a mountain out of a mole (or izit molehill ><), or maybe wondering why the hell am i so angry over this small thing.. if you think that i got angry coz i cannot control my temper.. then u dun really understand what the heck i have gone through and u can shut the f up and stop pretending that you noe everything.
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