Saturday, 31 May 2008
♥ many many many many things
RP performance is over! So i kinda officially finished up what i am supposed to do as a MADDER. So now, no commitment from council and MAD.. only left with driving which i have a test on 11th June. Hope that i can pass on the first attempt.. if not it will be damn sian and waste of money to re-take.
Went band concert today.. it was rather entertaining, especially the ones that were conducted by Andrea and Sean Chia. The Coral Sea was <333!><><
I was really crazy today i guess. kept thinking about my future of a specific aspect. i realise how hard it is for me to actually settle down, to start taking things more seriously. People always treat me as a joke/some disorientated person.. someone who entertains. I know it is hard to believe but i do have my own opinions about such things, i also have to rights to think about them too. i dun dare to pursue what i really wanted.. because i fear for the worse. its just so hard and i really become a totally different person when i am facing such issues.
maybe, i have to tell myself to be more discipline bah. stay focus and not get swayed. haiz.. i tink, i should probably just keep everything to myself sometimes..
Went band concert today.. it was rather entertaining, especially the ones that were conducted by Andrea and Sean Chia. The Coral Sea was <333!><><
I was really crazy today i guess. kept thinking about my future of a specific aspect. i realise how hard it is for me to actually settle down, to start taking things more seriously. People always treat me as a joke/some disorientated person.. someone who entertains. I know it is hard to believe but i do have my own opinions about such things, i also have to rights to think about them too. i dun dare to pursue what i really wanted.. because i fear for the worse. its just so hard and i really become a totally different person when i am facing such issues.
maybe, i have to tell myself to be more discipline bah. stay focus and not get swayed. haiz.. i tink, i should probably just keep everything to myself sometimes..
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