Wednesday, 2 July 2008
♥ bad day
this is the 2nd time in HC that i cried so hard over a freaking paper. the first was ACTUAL CHEM SPA becoz i screwed my skill B.
Maybe no one really understands why i cried so hard. The only reason that people can think of would probably be getting U for my paper. To be truthful, i was really devastated. its not as if i didn't work hard for math, its not like i haven been studying math, its not like i haven been doing my tutorials (even though i am not tat punctual), its not like i haven been attending remedials. This time, i really think that no one really understands what i am going through sadly. I didn't bother to explain anyway, everyone around me are smart enough and they wouldn't KNOW this feeling.
My eyes are getting sore from the tears. But i couldn't stop crying somehow. i shall wait for time to heal my wounded emotions and confidence.
The best part of all was: no name came into my mind when i needed to talk to someone.
and thanks to xiao yi ming. he was the only one who gave me the impression that he seems to understand out of all the people who saw me feeling upset today.
Maybe no one really understands why i cried so hard. The only reason that people can think of would probably be getting U for my paper. To be truthful, i was really devastated. its not as if i didn't work hard for math, its not like i haven been studying math, its not like i haven been doing my tutorials (even though i am not tat punctual), its not like i haven been attending remedials. This time, i really think that no one really understands what i am going through sadly. I didn't bother to explain anyway, everyone around me are smart enough and they wouldn't KNOW this feeling.
My eyes are getting sore from the tears. But i couldn't stop crying somehow. i shall wait for time to heal my wounded emotions and confidence.
The best part of all was: no name came into my mind when i needed to talk to someone.
and thanks to xiao yi ming. he was the only one who gave me the impression that he seems to understand out of all the people who saw me feeling upset today.
23:00
