Tuesday, 16 December 2008
♥ I AM DYING OF ANGER
OKIE, great. SO MUCH SO FOR HAVING SO MUCH FUN THESE FEW DAYS. i totally procrastinated what i needed to do for my overseas applications. and now, i am having trouble completing the application for financial aid. I thought it wasn't that difficult to get it done and now i realized how wrong i was.
It was harder because my parents know shit about how to calculate all the assets and liability stuff. Whats more, my mum doesn't even noe where she put her CPF and income statement letters and mumbled alot of rubbish which i dun get the link. Trust me, i almost wanted to swear and scream at my mum for being so uncooperative and for being so PMSY for the past few days. U CANNOT imagine the frustration level that has accumulated. i tried so hard not to shout my replies at her. i so wanna cry now because i am feeling real terrible. :(
and wads best. cornell's website for financial aid is MEANT for NON-international students. so obviously they make it hard for international students to apply. I swear i didn't noe what i have to submit and what is required of me until i asked qinsheng. and now, after discovering so late that financial aid stuff is hard to complete, i totally dun tink emailing helps now though i will try tmr morning to enquire more from cornell office to make life easier for me if they reply fast enough.
okie, tmr, i need to like get the income statement and CPF letter from my mum somehow and try to get financial aid stuff done TMR. and all my essays, i should really buck up now and stop relaxing and have fun. FUCKKK.
ANYWAY, went out with cheryl and chunying today. it was a happy morning and afternoon, talking to them. and i applied for part-time job at meritus mandarin hotel as waitress alr. probably gonna start working next week. took free typhoid jab, which is hurting my arm right now i duno why. and meijun called to say that her function room is unbookable during weekend nights. SO YES, thanks alot, to whoever who booked the freaking room so early. PLS create more trouble for me, and lucky yibing is settling the venue. and the facebook response is damn poor right now, so i kinda regretted organizing alr, coz there is gonna be alot of work to be done and i need to schedule my time properly.
everything is gonna be a mad rush now and i feel fucking screwed up coz i kept wasting alot of time doing fei stuff like looking for da dong video, embedded on my blog now anyway. okie, i can't believe i actually put in like time to do these stuff. okie, so i am feeling so fucked up now and i am gonna try slping alr.
and yes, i am so going to fucking scream tmr if my financial aid stuff is UNCOMPLETABLE and i am just going to NOT APPLY FOR IT.
fucking off.
It was harder because my parents know shit about how to calculate all the assets and liability stuff. Whats more, my mum doesn't even noe where she put her CPF and income statement letters and mumbled alot of rubbish which i dun get the link. Trust me, i almost wanted to swear and scream at my mum for being so uncooperative and for being so PMSY for the past few days. U CANNOT imagine the frustration level that has accumulated. i tried so hard not to shout my replies at her. i so wanna cry now because i am feeling real terrible. :(
and wads best. cornell's website for financial aid is MEANT for NON-international students. so obviously they make it hard for international students to apply. I swear i didn't noe what i have to submit and what is required of me until i asked qinsheng. and now, after discovering so late that financial aid stuff is hard to complete, i totally dun tink emailing helps now though i will try tmr morning to enquire more from cornell office to make life easier for me if they reply fast enough.
okie, tmr, i need to like get the income statement and CPF letter from my mum somehow and try to get financial aid stuff done TMR. and all my essays, i should really buck up now and stop relaxing and have fun. FUCKKK.
ANYWAY, went out with cheryl and chunying today. it was a happy morning and afternoon, talking to them. and i applied for part-time job at meritus mandarin hotel as waitress alr. probably gonna start working next week. took free typhoid jab, which is hurting my arm right now i duno why. and meijun called to say that her function room is unbookable during weekend nights. SO YES, thanks alot, to whoever who booked the freaking room so early. PLS create more trouble for me, and lucky yibing is settling the venue. and the facebook response is damn poor right now, so i kinda regretted organizing alr, coz there is gonna be alot of work to be done and i need to schedule my time properly.
everything is gonna be a mad rush now and i feel fucking screwed up coz i kept wasting alot of time doing fei stuff like looking for da dong video, embedded on my blog now anyway. okie, i can't believe i actually put in like time to do these stuff. okie, so i am feeling so fucked up now and i am gonna try slping alr.
and yes, i am so going to fucking scream tmr if my financial aid stuff is UNCOMPLETABLE and i am just going to NOT APPLY FOR IT.
fucking off.
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