Thursday, 8 January 2009
♥ siann.
haiz, i am really super duper sian these few days, maybe it has got to do with all my good male friends who have sadly enlisted and i don't have alot of ppl to talk to online. :(
well, more will be gone tomorrow and i really don't like the idea of all-girls-party. haha, life is more fun with guys around, i think. Starting to secretly miss many of them, haha oh well, was reminiscing the past.. glad that i remembered more happy stuff.
nvm. i wan to say i dun like my sister's fking attitude sometimes. okie, her behaviour sucks big time, sucks ALL THE TIME. she claimed that the way i answer/talk to her is very attitude. LIKE WTF. i am always liddat pls, buay song den dun talk to me la! still rebutted by saying that i definitely won't talk to my friends liddat. PLS ACCUSE ME. she is the one who is showing me her fucking lazy and selfish behaviour. i seriously can't simmer down anytime sooner. fucking idiot. RAR. i am on fire from head to toes now. say 1231423543536346 times the f word oso cannot chill down alr. TMD.. GET OUT OF MY LIFE NOW. I HATE FEMALES, especially girls who are like my fucking i-don't-want-to-acknowledge-HER-but-you-know-who-i-am-talking-about.
shall not talk about that fucking idiot, will 爆血管！！
okie anyway, i think it is time for me to let go. I always said that i wanna forget but i couldn't seem to do so. it is already damn obvious that nothing i wish would happen but i still stubbornly chose to believe that there is still a tinge of hope. oh well, self-delusion because i haven't really done anything about it. i never tried doing anything even though i very much wanted to. haiz but i can't be proactive in the first place. ayee, nvm. shall stick to my new year resolution and i am sure i can make it happen. I AM GOOD AT MAKING IT HAPPEN AS ALWAYS.
okie, my life is freaking screwed up and i supposed a level results won't be any much better. haiz, there is no S and J to cheer me up now, stupid NS.
I MISS YOU ALL, please come back soon :(
well, more will be gone tomorrow and i really don't like the idea of all-girls-party. haha, life is more fun with guys around, i think. Starting to secretly miss many of them, haha oh well, was reminiscing the past.. glad that i remembered more happy stuff.
nvm. i wan to say i dun like my sister's fking attitude sometimes. okie, her behaviour sucks big time, sucks ALL THE TIME. she claimed that the way i answer/talk to her is very attitude. LIKE WTF. i am always liddat pls, buay song den dun talk to me la! still rebutted by saying that i definitely won't talk to my friends liddat. PLS ACCUSE ME. she is the one who is showing me her fucking lazy and selfish behaviour. i seriously can't simmer down anytime sooner. fucking idiot. RAR. i am on fire from head to toes now. say 1231423543536346 times the f word oso cannot chill down alr. TMD.. GET OUT OF MY LIFE NOW. I HATE FEMALES, especially girls who are like my fucking i-don't-want-to-acknowledge-HER-but-you-know-who-i-am-talking-about.
shall not talk about that fucking idiot, will 爆血管！！
okie anyway, i think it is time for me to let go. I always said that i wanna forget but i couldn't seem to do so. it is already damn obvious that nothing i wish would happen but i still stubbornly chose to believe that there is still a tinge of hope. oh well, self-delusion because i haven't really done anything about it. i never tried doing anything even though i very much wanted to. haiz but i can't be proactive in the first place. ayee, nvm. shall stick to my new year resolution and i am sure i can make it happen. I AM GOOD AT MAKING IT HAPPEN AS ALWAYS.
okie, my life is freaking screwed up and i supposed a level results won't be any much better. haiz, there is no S and J to cheer me up now, stupid NS.
I MISS YOU ALL, please come back soon :(
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