Friday, 6 February 2009
♥ back again...
ahhh, i got alot of story to tell, and i think i better note down the really weird dream that i had one fine night. hahha, wonder what it means though.
pardon the expression, i am just gonna rite down watever i can rmb and translate them to english coz the dream is in chinese hahaha wth.
i dreamt abt my og, my sec sch crush (SSS) and my family. basically its outing, we all have alot of fun, i can't rmb the settings bt somehow XXX came to confess to me that he knew that i like him long time ago and he was willing to reciprocate. Watever he said next i couldn't really absorb coz i was very very shocked and happy at the same time, couldn't really believe my ears. I started avoiding him, den somehow all of them appeared in my house and i was hiding at the stairs crying. they came out to find me and XXX found me first, asked me why i cried, izit because i still couldn't accept it, and i said yes. I mentioned something about I was really tired of always being the one giving alot but there was nothing in return, i almost wanted to give up already but he just had to confess at this time and make me so confused. yeah, then somehow we cleared the air and both of us went back to my house. my sister and mother acknowledge him as my bf and he walked around my house before leaving. den SSS came to my house with a photo album uninvited. he sat down at my work table and told me that he wants me to be together with him. My heart just flew to him and i only realised that i totally forgot about XXX after SSS started showing me a few pictures which i can't rmb the content. I rmb that towards the end of the album, there was a girl who looked like she was drunk, sitting down with her pants slightly loosen and SSS was kissing her. I felt quite disgusted and disappointed, and I felt guilty towards XXX. SSS stayover at my house and the next morning, i woke up to realise that XXX was just outside my doorstep removing his socks.
yep, and i woke up alr. weird dream right, like all of a sudden i became so well-liked by guys, which is totally the opposite in real life. Dun even noe why i was having the dream in the first place, I wasn't even thinking about anyone and nothing special happened that day.
and yeah, waitressing.
i am starting to hate the management over there. i work for damn long hours but the pay is like so little, doesn't really worth my effort. i worked so hard and diligently, but what i get in return is angry stares from captains, getting scolded by stewards and housemen. I had to control my temper alot, learn how to put down my pride because i am just a small fry there. MOREOVER, i had to spend money to heal my feet which now have muscle strains at the heels.
feeling really screwed and angry :(
my grandma got hospitalised coz of stomach infection and eye infection. haiz.
i finally applied for POSBcard, capita debit card and internet banking!! :)
pardon the expression, i am just gonna rite down watever i can rmb and translate them to english coz the dream is in chinese hahaha wth.
i dreamt abt my og, my sec sch crush (SSS) and my family. basically its outing, we all have alot of fun, i can't rmb the settings bt somehow XXX came to confess to me that he knew that i like him long time ago and he was willing to reciprocate. Watever he said next i couldn't really absorb coz i was very very shocked and happy at the same time, couldn't really believe my ears. I started avoiding him, den somehow all of them appeared in my house and i was hiding at the stairs crying. they came out to find me and XXX found me first, asked me why i cried, izit because i still couldn't accept it, and i said yes. I mentioned something about I was really tired of always being the one giving alot but there was nothing in return, i almost wanted to give up already but he just had to confess at this time and make me so confused. yeah, then somehow we cleared the air and both of us went back to my house. my sister and mother acknowledge him as my bf and he walked around my house before leaving. den SSS came to my house with a photo album uninvited. he sat down at my work table and told me that he wants me to be together with him. My heart just flew to him and i only realised that i totally forgot about XXX after SSS started showing me a few pictures which i can't rmb the content. I rmb that towards the end of the album, there was a girl who looked like she was drunk, sitting down with her pants slightly loosen and SSS was kissing her. I felt quite disgusted and disappointed, and I felt guilty towards XXX. SSS stayover at my house and the next morning, i woke up to realise that XXX was just outside my doorstep removing his socks.
yep, and i woke up alr. weird dream right, like all of a sudden i became so well-liked by guys, which is totally the opposite in real life. Dun even noe why i was having the dream in the first place, I wasn't even thinking about anyone and nothing special happened that day.
and yeah, waitressing.
i am starting to hate the management over there. i work for damn long hours but the pay is like so little, doesn't really worth my effort. i worked so hard and diligently, but what i get in return is angry stares from captains, getting scolded by stewards and housemen. I had to control my temper alot, learn how to put down my pride because i am just a small fry there. MOREOVER, i had to spend money to heal my feet which now have muscle strains at the heels.
feeling really screwed and angry :(
my grandma got hospitalised coz of stomach infection and eye infection. haiz.
i finally applied for POSBcard, capita debit card and internet banking!! :)
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