Wednesday, 11 March 2009
♥ whiz, money and perfect cut.
yeahh i am finally back from camp with a cut on my hand and a MANLY VOICE!!
hahahaha,
i am glad that this camp is not a waste of time but a test of my own leadership skills, my communication skills, my adaptability and MY VOICE. yay, i didn't regret going for the camp, i met alot of fantastic people who are serious about fun and are damn outgoing. haha one thing that i dun really like is that i was influenced to speak with a malay accent. ahh oh well, shall "deinfluence" myself to speak more normally. GOOD BYE MALAY AND PRO-ED!!
Anyway, i am glad that QS was with me la. camp wouldn't be that fun without a close friend around! *insert one million smiles*. those kids there were very lively la, esp the boys. girls were slightly shy with some exceptions of coz. I felt that I had alot more to learn from one guy in my group. yepp, things like the ability to keep trying to lead the class despite unenthusiastic bunch of classmates and people who kept quarrelling, he had to lead by being the role model himself lor. I think throughout the whole camp, he was probably the most tired and the person who benefitted the most. too bad that we were not allowed to have any contact with the campers, if not, i would very much like to know more about him lor. yep, a great leader in the making!!
back to the topic about money. I seriously don't know how am i going to get the funds to lausanne. my mother just had to keep reminding me about how my dad owed the bank few grands and that he doesn't have the ability to take more bank loans, telling me how stressed I'll be, trying to clear the debt and i have to be prudent at all times so i can't shop and stuff. like i really cared abt shopping. for a moment, i really felt my world breaking apart.. no monetary support and family support, what if i can't get any scholarship? does it mean that i just had to give up my ambition and hospitality dream? i am really hoping for the best now because I have seriously no idea where i could find all those money to get my ass out of singapore.
finally got to watch perfect cut! this issue is really touching. i felt more inspired to pursue my own happiness. hahahaha influence of the media!! but of coz, i am still quite a coward so probably i will just wait for things to happen bah, its not tat impt to me anyway..
MONEY MONEY COME TO ME
I CAN TREAT YOU MAGGIE MEE!!
hahahaha,
i am glad that this camp is not a waste of time but a test of my own leadership skills, my communication skills, my adaptability and MY VOICE. yay, i didn't regret going for the camp, i met alot of fantastic people who are serious about fun and are damn outgoing. haha one thing that i dun really like is that i was influenced to speak with a malay accent. ahh oh well, shall "deinfluence" myself to speak more normally. GOOD BYE MALAY AND PRO-ED!!
Anyway, i am glad that QS was with me la. camp wouldn't be that fun without a close friend around! *insert one million smiles*. those kids there were very lively la, esp the boys. girls were slightly shy with some exceptions of coz. I felt that I had alot more to learn from one guy in my group. yepp, things like the ability to keep trying to lead the class despite unenthusiastic bunch of classmates and people who kept quarrelling, he had to lead by being the role model himself lor. I think throughout the whole camp, he was probably the most tired and the person who benefitted the most. too bad that we were not allowed to have any contact with the campers, if not, i would very much like to know more about him lor. yep, a great leader in the making!!
back to the topic about money. I seriously don't know how am i going to get the funds to lausanne. my mother just had to keep reminding me about how my dad owed the bank few grands and that he doesn't have the ability to take more bank loans, telling me how stressed I'll be, trying to clear the debt and i have to be prudent at all times so i can't shop and stuff. like i really cared abt shopping. for a moment, i really felt my world breaking apart.. no monetary support and family support, what if i can't get any scholarship? does it mean that i just had to give up my ambition and hospitality dream? i am really hoping for the best now because I have seriously no idea where i could find all those money to get my ass out of singapore.
finally got to watch perfect cut! this issue is really touching. i felt more inspired to pursue my own happiness. hahahaha influence of the media!! but of coz, i am still quite a coward so probably i will just wait for things to happen bah, its not tat impt to me anyway..
MONEY MONEY COME TO ME
I CAN TREAT YOU MAGGIE MEE!!
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