Sunday, 7 June 2009
♥ starbucks
yeah finally caught up with stanley after soooooo long! thanks for initiating this man, my bro came along after that and things went alil strange coz there are many things that i don't feel comfortable saying in front of my sibling. but oh well, i am still happy despite a whole bout of unhappiness over the money matters at work..
So a few more months and he will be flying off to america to pursue his studies.. ayee, its kinda sad to know that a really really really really good friend is far far far away. I duno la, I guess he is the only guy i know who would really call me out for a chat. haha maybe coz we both live in the same area, but nevertheless, i feel really good talking all the cock and experiences i have lived for the past few months. At least im doing something DIFFERENT. can't stand mundane life. spontaneity! SPONTANEITY! thanks buddy! haha, hope i didn't scare you too much when i drove you home HAHAHAHA. :) meet up again yeah, or u can come my workplace i treat you eat for free :D
okie, basically that's the only thing that is worth blogging about for now.. i haven been keeping touch with many peeps and waiting for ppl to contact me first. im too lazy la, working everyday is sick enough, i have to kill my brain just to do stupid calculations.. getting stupid rar.
Cousin wedding in a few hours time.. nt that looking forward to it but shall just anticipate and keep myself happy. hope my relatives don't ask me how many As i've gotten. haha. okie la, they can ask i don't give a shit, my results are crappy and this can smear my reputation of being a smart little kid in their eyes. IM NO SMARTY PANTS.
can't rmb what else i wanna blog about.. thinking about the event that was mentioned during the chat just now. I guess things won't change, or at least i know im not gonna be in for a surprise even though i would be very happy if anyone ever opens their mouth (okie maybe not too true, it depends again). nothing is gona change the impression i have been giving and i am kinda getting used to being treated like some spareparts. why do i have this feeling that something heavy is on me right now and i feel pressed physically. hahahaha. okie i guess im really tired. the caffeine is running low low low...
i miss some ppl truckloads at this moment, i am still holding some faith in whatever the tua ah pek told me months ago.. i'll know if i should even be superstitious ever again, for one i know that having too much hope leads to more disappointment which i have been through twice.. academic and education. for the past 18 years i have been bumming around, getting crushed, getting upset over stupid reasons. But at this moment, i think i have grown up alot and i am starting to understand better. I guess im ready. i know its not easy to believe this, neither can i. But i need to pluck up some courage to accept any commitment. so far, nothing i have heard of. hahaha, why am i so pro. am i the one sealing up any possibilities? or izit because i made the entrance too scary?
okie think i have said my piece here. i am yearning for a good change, i wanna experience the best in the world. I want to be able to scream with all my might telling everyone that i don't mind dying anytime, as long as i know my life's complete, vibrant and loved.
So a few more months and he will be flying off to america to pursue his studies.. ayee, its kinda sad to know that a really really really really good friend is far far far away. I duno la, I guess he is the only guy i know who would really call me out for a chat. haha maybe coz we both live in the same area, but nevertheless, i feel really good talking all the cock and experiences i have lived for the past few months. At least im doing something DIFFERENT. can't stand mundane life. spontaneity! SPONTANEITY! thanks buddy! haha, hope i didn't scare you too much when i drove you home HAHAHAHA. :) meet up again yeah, or u can come my workplace i treat you eat for free :D
okie, basically that's the only thing that is worth blogging about for now.. i haven been keeping touch with many peeps and waiting for ppl to contact me first. im too lazy la, working everyday is sick enough, i have to kill my brain just to do stupid calculations.. getting stupid rar.
Cousin wedding in a few hours time.. nt that looking forward to it but shall just anticipate and keep myself happy. hope my relatives don't ask me how many As i've gotten. haha. okie la, they can ask i don't give a shit, my results are crappy and this can smear my reputation of being a smart little kid in their eyes. IM NO SMARTY PANTS.
can't rmb what else i wanna blog about.. thinking about the event that was mentioned during the chat just now. I guess things won't change, or at least i know im not gonna be in for a surprise even though i would be very happy if anyone ever opens their mouth (okie maybe not too true, it depends again). nothing is gona change the impression i have been giving and i am kinda getting used to being treated like some spareparts. why do i have this feeling that something heavy is on me right now and i feel pressed physically. hahahaha. okie i guess im really tired. the caffeine is running low low low...
i miss some ppl truckloads at this moment, i am still holding some faith in whatever the tua ah pek told me months ago.. i'll know if i should even be superstitious ever again, for one i know that having too much hope leads to more disappointment which i have been through twice.. academic and education. for the past 18 years i have been bumming around, getting crushed, getting upset over stupid reasons. But at this moment, i think i have grown up alot and i am starting to understand better. I guess im ready. i know its not easy to believe this, neither can i. But i need to pluck up some courage to accept any commitment. so far, nothing i have heard of. hahaha, why am i so pro. am i the one sealing up any possibilities? or izit because i made the entrance too scary?
okie think i have said my piece here. i am yearning for a good change, i wanna experience the best in the world. I want to be able to scream with all my might telling everyone that i don't mind dying anytime, as long as i know my life's complete, vibrant and loved.
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