Monday, 1 July 2013
♥ A New Start
Honestly speaking, I am still pretty upset by the fact that the friends whom I am closer to over the recent years are going to start their work lives already. Meeting up would probably be difficult I guess? Like mostly at night or when they feel like going out.
Although most of the time I am the only girl going out with them, I pretty much don't mind the company. Well, I got no choice since other girls are already out working already and honestly speaking, I am not close to any girl in particular in SDE. Most of them form clique so readily, and its hard to get into girl clique in my opinion, coz I am not the typical girl girl kind of person.
Listened to this song “爱情怎么喊停” for like at least 200 times already. It pretty much described my love life so far... Here's most of the lyrics
不可以 不满足你的好意 不能这么厚脸皮
傻傻看你 还是想要更靠近 只怕再靠近 就一错再错的错下去
不可以 纠缠着你的身影 不能再让你为我担心着急
多么想要告诉你 我好喜欢你 都怪我控制不了自己
我努力压抑 可是爱情怎么喊停 你身上的热还在我的怀里
拼命的擦掉痕迹 面对你认真的眼睛 原谅我忍住了眼泪冷漠无情
我努力忘记 可是爱情怎么喊停 和你在一起就像是在阳光里
快乐到不想分离 为了你什么都愿意 这一次让我昧着良心
提前离去
不可以 舍不得你的好意 不能这么厚脸皮
傻傻看你 还是想要更靠近 不能再靠近 难道要这样的错下去
不可以 纠缠着你的身影 不能再让你为我担心着急
多么想要告诉你 我好喜欢你 都怪我控制不了自己
我努力压抑 可是爱情怎么喊停 你身上的热还在我的怀里
拼命的擦掉痕迹 面对你认真的眼睛 原谅我忍住了眼泪冷漠到底
我努力忘记 可是爱情怎么喊停 和你在一起就像是 在阳光里
快乐到不想分离 为了你什么都愿意 对不起让我昧着良心
转身 离去
I really wish I could pluck out my courage sometimes to tell that someone that I like him. And I really do. I like looking into his eyes when he talks to me. He may not be the most good looking person around, but to me, it doesn't really matter. I am not confident that I am pretty enough in his eyes and I am really not sure whether I belong to his category of "possible target because got abit of feeling". I really really don't know, and there is no way I could ask anyone to help me unless I ask him myself. Everyday, I just somehow want to know about his daily life. Bt the feeling for him comes and goes. Haiz. I really don't think he treats me the same way, seeing how insensitive he could be sometimes, and how his priority will never be me... He is a great guy, but I really wish I could know how he thinks.
Anyway, gonna start learning guitar and got the urge to learn mtv kpop dances. When my shoulder recovers bah. Jiayou Wei Ting.
Although most of the time I am the only girl going out with them, I pretty much don't mind the company. Well, I got no choice since other girls are already out working already and honestly speaking, I am not close to any girl in particular in SDE. Most of them form clique so readily, and its hard to get into girl clique in my opinion, coz I am not the typical girl girl kind of person.
Listened to this song “爱情怎么喊停” for like at least 200 times already. It pretty much described my love life so far... Here's most of the lyrics
不可以 不满足你的好意 不能这么厚脸皮
傻傻看你 还是想要更靠近 只怕再靠近 就一错再错的错下去
不可以 纠缠着你的身影 不能再让你为我担心着急
多么想要告诉你 我好喜欢你 都怪我控制不了自己
我努力压抑 可是爱情怎么喊停 你身上的热还在我的怀里
拼命的擦掉痕迹 面对你认真的眼睛 原谅我忍住了眼泪冷漠无情
我努力忘记 可是爱情怎么喊停 和你在一起就像是在阳光里
快乐到不想分离 为了你什么都愿意 这一次让我昧着良心
提前离去
不可以 舍不得你的好意 不能这么厚脸皮
傻傻看你 还是想要更靠近 不能再靠近 难道要这样的错下去
不可以 纠缠着你的身影 不能再让你为我担心着急
多么想要告诉你 我好喜欢你 都怪我控制不了自己
我努力压抑 可是爱情怎么喊停 你身上的热还在我的怀里
拼命的擦掉痕迹 面对你认真的眼睛 原谅我忍住了眼泪冷漠到底
我努力忘记 可是爱情怎么喊停 和你在一起就像是 在阳光里
快乐到不想分离 为了你什么都愿意 对不起让我昧着良心
转身 离去
I really wish I could pluck out my courage sometimes to tell that someone that I like him. And I really do. I like looking into his eyes when he talks to me. He may not be the most good looking person around, but to me, it doesn't really matter. I am not confident that I am pretty enough in his eyes and I am really not sure whether I belong to his category of "possible target because got abit of feeling". I really really don't know, and there is no way I could ask anyone to help me unless I ask him myself. Everyday, I just somehow want to know about his daily life. Bt the feeling for him comes and goes. Haiz. I really don't think he treats me the same way, seeing how insensitive he could be sometimes, and how his priority will never be me... He is a great guy, but I really wish I could know how he thinks.
Anyway, gonna start learning guitar and got the urge to learn mtv kpop dances. When my shoulder recovers bah. Jiayou Wei Ting.
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