Saturday, 4 July 2015
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Haven blogged for ages. Couldn't really find the time and I guess the lonely me has decided that there is no one whom I could really share my feelings with, and with the gush of emotions, here I am, as a blogger to pen down the thoughts in my head.
Been reading articles on facebook, lotsa rubbish ones. But I came across this article few days ago which says something about relationships, love, personal life etc etc. Then I got to experience from a third person point of view of how boyfriends are usually so protective of their girlfriends during cheer practices. Like I really find myself wondering when will I be able to be one of these girls, with their prince charming caring for them, showing concern for them and being their soulmate.
I wish there is one guy who is willing to do that for me. Someone of a certain calibre, someone of similar frequency, someone who cares for me only, and someone who only wants to love me forever. I know that is super idealistic. But just somehow, for the past 25 years, I don't seem to be able to meet a guy who wants to be more than just a friend/bro. Bromance is the end result of almost all the relationships between guys and I just can't seem to get out of this bromance bubble.
A friend once told me, only when you love yourself, then people will start loving you. And like he said that I can keep giving love to people around me without asking for anything in return because I am really strong inside. I don't know how true that is, but I feel that if I give more, people can feel it and will do the same in return.
Thought everyone says I am still young, but I feel that I am not as young anymore, or at least my mentality isn't that young. I really wish that this guy can come soon. I am hoping everyday that love can start blossoming in my life and keep me occupied. I really had enough of living life without a constant pillar of support.
I know I am independent enough, but I still want to feel protected and being taken care of. I am still a girl after all. Prince charming, whoever you are, I hope we find each other soon.
Been reading articles on facebook, lotsa rubbish ones. But I came across this article few days ago which says something about relationships, love, personal life etc etc. Then I got to experience from a third person point of view of how boyfriends are usually so protective of their girlfriends during cheer practices. Like I really find myself wondering when will I be able to be one of these girls, with their prince charming caring for them, showing concern for them and being their soulmate.
I wish there is one guy who is willing to do that for me. Someone of a certain calibre, someone of similar frequency, someone who cares for me only, and someone who only wants to love me forever. I know that is super idealistic. But just somehow, for the past 25 years, I don't seem to be able to meet a guy who wants to be more than just a friend/bro. Bromance is the end result of almost all the relationships between guys and I just can't seem to get out of this bromance bubble.
A friend once told me, only when you love yourself, then people will start loving you. And like he said that I can keep giving love to people around me without asking for anything in return because I am really strong inside. I don't know how true that is, but I feel that if I give more, people can feel it and will do the same in return.
Thought everyone says I am still young, but I feel that I am not as young anymore, or at least my mentality isn't that young. I really wish that this guy can come soon. I am hoping everyday that love can start blossoming in my life and keep me occupied. I really had enough of living life without a constant pillar of support.
I know I am independent enough, but I still want to feel protected and being taken care of. I am still a girl after all. Prince charming, whoever you are, I hope we find each other soon.
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